I'm sick of second chances
Cigarettes turn to ashes
I'm standing under street signs
To know the places I've been my whole life
I watch the hours pass us
Another one burns to ashes
I'm waiting for your phone call 
To come and save me so you can break my fall

My bed light's burning brighter
Wanted like a boxed in fighter
You've got me fighting pillows
My eyes just won't close till you're at my side
The hours slip to morning
I see the sun coming up
I'm turning off the TV
I'm watching faster than you gave up on me


Today, Ayeen left for KL ... Gonna miss her.. And really do...
Yesterday was such a tiring day. Suppose to call Ayeen but fell asleep.
I think she's angry with me cos of that. Sorry..

Anyway, made 2 new friends, Prakash and Toh. Cool people. Eventhough they are like
older den me but I'm the one teaching them the bad stuffs at work..  Haha. Cause they
are only serving their Reservist. So for them its like a break from work.
We went Mango hunting. Saw a few mango trees and rambutan trees but they are like so high.
So maybe tonight might wanna try to climb those trees.

The past few days was such a bad one. Shall not elaborate but it just doesn't feel right
somewhere. Maybe cause I'm letting out too much of my emotions and I think it might backfire.
Been talking to a friend on the phone. Thank you for being there for me..

My post so random but I'm just expressing myself. But not all out, just some.
I wanna bottle up some. Some things are not meant to be typed, written or say.
So keeping it might be the best solution.

I don't wanna have a breakdown or worst, a bitch fit. But whatever it is, I'm gonna
lead my own life as per normal. Dreaming and trying to achieve those dreams.

And for that someone, I've put you right here in my heart. Sealed and protected by
2 AnGeLs that Voluntarily guarding it.

Crappy post..
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