// With what its worth--}

Thursday, 8 January 2009

Solitary Ground

And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me.
And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you.

And this is who I am when I don't know myself anymore.
And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me.

And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge.
And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground.

And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain.
And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away.

Is it wrong to be not nice for once?
When you've always been nice and you know that's just you,
but suddenly you feel that you had enough of people stepping
and trying to step over you.

You try to change but you realize it does more damages to you.
Its so painful that you decided to remain what you've always been.
Rather be yourself than being someone else.
That's f**ked up.

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Took a night walk at the park just now. Need a breather and
to enjoy the cool breeze. The park was empty and its kinda scary
but I just need that peaceful environment. Really need that walk
to settle down. And now I can't sleep. For what reason, I don't know.
Anyway, I think my previous post, my fifth new year resolution, gonna
remove it. I don't know why.

I like the word I Don't Know. Installed in my brain . Thanks to someone.

I've got to thank you for always being there. Even though you don't
know how much it means to me. Its you that keeps me moving.
Sorry for everything before. That might have hurt you.

I'm saying it out loud that I miss you. I've said it a thousand times
to you and I'll keep saying it. You... Misses...

2 different posts. Cause I'm a weirdo.
I'm a nightmare, a disaster. That's what they always say.
I'm a lost cause, not a hero but I'll make it on my own.

Enough of ranting.

Toodles~

We can always give us a chance. Even when there's

objection. We'll face it together. Walk the same path

together and I know we'll make it through together.
Just take my hand cause I know everything will
be alright. I just need you to fill up my life.
Life's full of obstacle. Its just how you gonna
face it and to overcome it.

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-Me and you against the world-

Written and Typed;@2:46 am